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Failed on my plan. Oh well, I'm just going to go with the flow. If he wants to hold my hand then it's okay. If he wants me to tell about my day, he can hear it. If I want to go to the movies I know he'll take me. If it's a late night and I want to go home, he'll drive me home.

Anyway, I need to continue my homework, I'm slightly behind, but I always catch up. c: I just bought a nice agenda/planner...I love the feeling of organization.

Nice weather outside. It's lovely.

Took these pictures a couple months ago while studying. 

thinking of a way

I think I'm starting to like you. I don't want to, but it doesn't help when you hug me or kiss me. Would you be mad if I choose my goals and values over you? Would you understand? Is there a possibility that in the future we can be together? I'm going to hate it when you're with someone new, but it would be my regret to take.

You know the type of girl I am and I wish you hadn't fallen for me. 

Knowing you, you'll know I'm making excuses. 

I wonder if I can even stick to my plan.

Chuc Mong Nam Moi

Have a blessed and lucky year. Be happy, especially for those born on the year of the dragon!

not there yet

My mind is all over the place. I don't know what to think. I had never felt such a mixture of feelings. I wanted to be happy, I wanted to cry, I wanted it all to stop, I wanted to stop thinking, to stop fighting, and to stop putting up walls. I don't want to pull away, but I don't want to be attached, although I already feel the attachment.

tonight we are young

I have been reminded on why I hate online classes. This semester will be a battle. Last night I was also reminded that I am out of shape, running in a scavenger hunt on campus is difficult, then we took a car, and at the end we ate Taco Bell...so much for a healthy lifestyle. I am staying overnight on campus tomorrow night for volunteering on Saturday. I will try to balance fun and reading time tomorrow night. I have too many distraction, particularly one, which I had a sudden revelation yesterday about.

To Do:
Day: Go to class - read read read- study group 2pm - read read read x34
Night: Play and have fun - "the night is still young"
Forever: EAT.

Have a good weekend! Be nice, be healthy, be happy! Smiling makes you more beautiful!

Downton Abbey!